well it's just like me to go n not write for a month~darn! Hope i get outta that habbit cauz i really do enjoy this! This past month has been painful! I try to b positive but sick n tired of sugar coatin it all the time~ so this is for real. Feel like my son went from age 7 to 9 --makes me sad :( I'm so sick of being sick all the time! I know it could b worse..but it is ruff! Last month when i went to the dr she told me to take my meds b4 the pain became severe..i'm on strong pain meds for thoracic outlet syndrome (tos) ..not a good idea..meds ran low n my body used to 5 or 6 pills a day ..Saturday morning i took 1 in the morning --was trying to save the few i had..was absolutely miserable & ended up having withdrawls in the nite...so gotta go back to how i used to take em. i am thankful for my son who helps me alot and never complains ...he is so sweet :) He keeps me smiling :)~~ well i guess i pretty much got caught up on whats been goin on this past month. Winter is here.. it will soon be Christmas.. dont hav our tree up yet... i'm thinkin the weeknd so i can hav help!
Thru all of this I am still hopeful. It is hard. I think I am going thru a form of depression,,,but don't want to be on antidepressents..been there done that!!! I pray continually. God has blessed me with alot of amazing friends just recently. Some who also hav tos~bless their hearts..they hav helped me so much..just knowing that im not crazy.,,,and actually understanding because they r going thru it too. I know it's sad to be happy to hav found other sick ppl.
well that pretty much sums it up. Don't get me wrong,,, I am very thankful for Life's blessings , just going thru a ruff time.
God bless!
Tuesday, December 2, 2008
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