I am sick of being sick! :(

well it's just like me to go n not write for a month~darn! Hope i get outta that habbit cauz i really do enjoy this! This past month has been painful! I try to b positive but sick n tired of sugar coatin it all the time~ so this is for real. Feel like my son went from age 7 to 9 --makes me sad :( I'm so sick of being sick all the time! I know it could b worse..but it is ruff! Last month when i went to the dr she told me to take my meds b4 the pain became severe..i'm on strong pain meds for thoracic outlet syndrome (tos) ..not a good idea..meds ran low n my body used to 5 or 6 pills a day ..Saturday morning i took 1 in the morning --was trying to save the few i had..was absolutely miserable & ended up having withdrawls in the nite...so gotta go back to how i used to take em. i am thankful for my son who helps me alot and never complains ...he is so sweet :) He keeps me smiling :)~~ well i guess i pretty much got caught up on whats been goin on this past month. Winter is here.. it will soon be Christmas.. dont hav our tree up yet... i'm thinkin the weeknd so i can hav help!
Thru all of this I am still hopeful. It is hard. I think I am going thru a form of depression,,,but don't want to be on antidepressents..been there done that!!! I pray continually. God has blessed me with alot of amazing friends just recently. Some who also hav tos~bless their hearts..they hav helped me so much..just knowing that im not crazy.,,,and actually understanding because they r going thru it too. I know it's sad to be happy to hav found other sick ppl.
well that pretty much sums it up. Don't get me wrong,,, I am very thankful for Life's blessings , just going thru a ruff time.
God bless!

That's weird!

Help! My video changed from Martina McBride to Brittany Spears? How did that Happen? I deleted it but wondering how someone could have changed it???

Catchin' up

Well it has been a few days so I thought I would do some catching up. I went to the dr yesterday and she has referred me back to therapy~Thank goodness! It has been over 2 months since I have been to therapy and my pain has been very untollerable lately. I will be writing about how I'm feeling durring therapy that way I will be able to remember what helps n what doesn't.
Now for the good stuff :) I felt pretty good today in the evening thanx to meds & it was a really nice day so I decided to hit the road~ figured I would pick up sum groceries and wot-not. As soon as we got to town I got a txt from my sweet neice who is 16. She n her mom were @ AppleBee's so Zac & I joined them for dinner & then we all went to the Mall. Didn't find any of the groceries I needed there (wink*) But boy o boy! JC Penny has sum AWESOME sales-- 75% off of lots of stuff! I spent $65and saved $233~~Whoo hoo! I do have to give my dear sister-in-law the credit~she knew where to find the sales racks! I didn't realize there would be a 75% off rack in almost every section of the store! LOL Anyways we had lots of fun! Even my almost 9 yr old son who also luvs to shop!
I have to plan his birthday party quick! I was planning on having it on the 25th. his b-day is the 19th but my momma is worried she will be back to work-I will b surprized if she is! She broke her ankle a few months ago (has screws & pins) and still has swelling if she is up for too long~she is in a walking boot. But she is hoping she can go back soon since the Holidays r ahead (ALLREADY!!) I guess we will c what the dr says- I really thought she would need physical therapy but ya never know! My poor mom -it has drove her crazy! She is a very busy~do it all kinda lady and she has had to learn to let others help her and she has also almost learned how to use the remote! LOL

Ramblings

I don't even know where to start! I am going thru a ruff time but I will make it thru it! I am dealing with chronic pain from Thoracic Outlet Syndrome. I have been dealing with it for about 5 years but just got diagnosed about 6 months ago. The only difference now is I know the name of my pain & that there isn't much to do about it. I have found an awesome support group. I am learning alot about it thru alot of good people in there. My husband is starting to help me more now that he is learning about it also. Thank goodness! I really need his support!

Getting Started

Hello Ya'll! I'm hoping to keep up with this! I am sort of a procrastinator but lately I really need an encouraging new hobby. Of course there is Myspace & I really like it but I guess I just wanna write more! It's pretty cool to go back and read what ya wrote and "reminise". Well I think so anywayz! I also enjoy reading other peoples blogs. It's amazing what u can learn & how much u can be encouraged by someone elses stories. When I was into the AOL journals I liked to keep up with a gal named Lori. I could almost always count on laughing or crying while reading her journals. :) (Hi Lori) She is Y i am here!

Hope Ya'll have a blessed day -or nite! whatever it mite be when u r reading this. ;)